I got a new tattoo and my labret pierced yey. MY lips hurts!
So tommorow is raleigh whoo hoo excited.
I'm going to go see my sister in Raliegh after my surgery. That should be fun. I am trying to still go see adah. I am going to the movies to see Stick it tonight at 7:30. I guess that will be fun.
My friend Robert came to see me we went to lake scummit and hiked, went to the damn and talked it was nice to talk to someone for once.
So my ex gf is signing on to my sn and talking to all my freinds and it is freaking me out. I am scared of what she might be saying as me. She said she was over all the drama we had but, she isnt acting like it. I am afraid that se is going to convince on of my friends that dont know me that well that she is me and piss them off. So if "I" every IM any of you and it doesnt sound like me jsut try to see if it is me or not Current Mood: scared
To the one who is gone
Something you must understand is that even though you are gone and I am moving on, starting anew, I will never forget any part of you. The smiles, the tears and the pain are embedded into my heart and there they will remain. Although they might be the most painful memories, they are memories all the same and I will keep them. They are mine, they are yours. They're ours to keep whether it be locked up in our minds or worn on our sleeve.
A poem to my ex Seph who moved to Flordia. Who I miss a lot.
So I decided to make a new journal. Gothic_wiccan just wasn't working for me anymore. If you are reading this and you were my friend before just add me.
Life in Hendersonville isnt so great. I got in a car wreck and broke my nose and then I got fired form my job. Thats ok though because I hate the people I worked with, well for the most part. I can go to Maryland to see Adah because her parents are still concerned about my drug habits. They don't understand that after 6 months people change. I don't really smoke pot anymore and I only drink once in a while. It bugs me that I am still being judged by my old actions last year. I'm a completly differnt person in some of the areas they are judging me on.
Anyhow my surgery is on Wed. I ma a little scared that it is going to really suck to walk the next day. At least I won't have to worry about this cyst exploding and making me oober sick like last time so that is a good thing. The only thing is it is going to cost close to $900 because the place I am going is really good and they are going to put me under. So maybe that way I won't have a panic attack.
I really need to go get a job. I'm broke for the most part. My parents won't stop asking me for all this money I owe them. Thats all they can think about and it is so its really getting me down. They always bring up that I can give on of my friends $350 (My friend Ashley was going to go to jail if she didn't get money to pay the court costs and her lawyer so I mean (if you know me) I can't let someone go to jail) but I can't pay them anything. See my mom broke her neck when she was 16 and she gets an 800 disability check every month. All my friends work they're asses off and they don't make half of that. It really annoys me. Current Mood: okay